love me in the dark

I can not get over this feeling that I have in my heart,

Am I not good enough for you to love in the light,

Because you only love me in the dark.

Feeling like I am suppressed feeling that you keep hidden,

But if the feelings are true and alive why does this feel so forbidden.

Am I not worthy of your public affection,

Or is this some kind of gentle rejection.

I cannot swallow my pride,

For my feelings are something I don’t hide.

See all of these hidden emotions

Makes me think your heart has some kind of commotion.

Like you say what you think I want to hear,

But in all reality I want your words that are true and sincere.

Hidden feelings are something I never did understand,

Makes me think you have some kind of hidden plan.

The way you make me feel,

At times seems so surreal

Like my heart is on over kill,

Or a passionate moment embracing the thrill.

I know some things are better left unsaid,

But you have no idea of the thoughts in my head.

I try to write it out poetically and say it with my words,

Succumbed by my emotions I often am left feeling absurd.

Left wondering why you cant love me in the light,

Do you act this way out of spite?

But yet I am supposed to be ok with you having my heart,

But what am I to do when you only love me in the dark?

Are your feelings really true,

Is this something you normally do?

Like you only can love me when the lights go out,

Honestly that is not what love is about.

How can make something beautiful start,

When you only have time to love me in the dark….